|*11th June'07*|

Tonight was bad. Totally. Can say I knew it from the 1st phrase that came out/I heard. Plus trying out those weird songs on the spot just tick me off. No offence but perhaps I'm just not up to it today. I'm rusty, horribily rusty. It's just STUCKED. 3 years does make a big difference. I really need to train everyday. sighh=.= I need to know how it works, need to figure it out. but these few weeks I just dun want to do it. no mood is 1 thing, just refuse to is another. =x u're fustrated i know, i am too. u know i can, i know i can too, but i'm prolly just not up to it. thats not gonna be my excuse anymore. i hafta train if i am gg to produce wad i had before. give me some time.